Slowly Working towards a milestone

Tomorrow I am 6 weeks and after that, I only have 2 and a half more weeks until I pass up how far along I was in my last pregnancy. I'm hoping I make it past then. I'm also hoping that this pregnancy will be the one that will give me a baby in the end, instead of heartbreak and disappointment. I'm trying not to think of this pregnancy too much and that's helping me not stress over ever little cramp and twinge I feel. I don't think I'll be excited over this until I make it to at least 13 or 14 weeks. My first pregnancy I was waaaay too excited, bought a crib and a carseat and some things from Once Upon a Child only the lose that baby a couple weeks later. My second pregnancy, I didn't get excited until my doctor told me everything looks great and my body is doing everything it should be. Then my 7 week ultrasound had no heartbeat, went back at 8 weeks and there was nothing in the sac anymore. I'm hoping that I can make it out of these woods positively and have a good outcome.