Sh*t just got real 🔥 pt.3

There’s a part 1 & 2 somewhere if you haven’t read up on it. It continues....

I’ve done it. Here I am standing outside his house yelling and going on. Feeling so empowered, like a boss ass bitch. I start walking away all proud UNTIL I hear my name being yelled out from the top of his balcony. “TYLERRRRR!!!!!” “Oh shit!!!” I said. Knowing the wrath of medusa herself gonna come down those stairs and turn my ass into stone for deceiving her family like that. I turn around and she’s almost running down the stairs and then I try to take off as if she’s not gonna catch me and tackle me to the floor (so not like that but it was dramatic hahaha). She comes up to me and said “are you serious, I can’t believe you came here and told him that in that way” and I stood my ground and said “yeah I had to and I’m sorry it offended you, but do you know how it feels to be the one going through this while he’s up there not two weeks later with another girl, while I’m at home stressing myself out!”

Of all people his sister would understand the most and would always be there to help. But that’s his sister and she is going to defend him no matter what and that’s what she did. I defended myself but apologised for disrespecting her and she accepted it but said “if you don’t tell your Mum, I will.” These are the words that absolutely struck me. “If you don’t tell your mum, I will.” Kept replaying in my head. *DUN DUN DUUUN* I’d probably be dead if I even mention the word children. I WAS A CHILDREN. So I’m walking back and I actually felt defeated. Guilty and ashamed that I couldn’t confront him in a quiet and more respectful way. I put pain and anger in front of what really mattered and that was a baby that was going to come into this world wether or not his or her father was going to be in their life.

My friend left and she even thought, we probably shouldn’t of went so hard. She gave me hug and went home. I went inside, quiet and sobbing. My dad was the only one home at the time. He asked me what was wrong and I said “nothing” and I slept the problems away. In the morning I woke up to missed calls, texts, tagged in Facebook posts. I thought no way, there is no way. I had blocked Mr. X on Facebook and couldn’t see what he wrote about me, and then I checked my messages and there was a screenshot, followed by “sis, is this true”. The Facebook post wrote something like “Yes it’s true everyone, she’s pregnant.” I can’t remember it word for word, but it basically exposed me. I didn’t know what to do. Mr. X mother also posted on my Facebook page telling me how silly I am and I’m a disgrace. His sister posted mean things about me and he was commenting bad things to. All my school friends saw it, my cousins saw it. I deleted everything and reported his post and it was deleted that day otherwise it’s probably still there I’m not sure. I put up my own status saying “if you believe things about me it isn’t true and you shouldn’t believe it unless I say so.” And then after that I deactivated. Didn’t talk to anyone except one of my close friends. Who’s also happens to be Mr. X best friend too. Yes, she’s my best friend and also his close friend too. We all went to high school together and before I showed up they were really close and then we all became close since we lived around the corner from each other. Anyway, I told her I didn’t know what to do, I was scared, I was vulnerable. My mother is scary. My brothers would kill him. I was trying to keep myself from stressing out too much......but in the end my stress got the best of me and ended up leading to a very painful and shocking miscarriage. It was an inevitable miscarriage. It was also very quick.

Don’t worry a more detailed part 4 will be on the books.

Love, Tyler. ☺️