Frustrated need to vent! Today’s Induction day

Shaelyn

Ugh I’m so frustrated and I know that this happens and it is completely out of the hospital’s control as well as the world... but I was scheduled for an induction today at 2pm due to sleep apnea and my blood pressure dropping low then spiking. I called earlier to let them know I was leaving and they said they are completely full and to call back at 6pm. I was initially very sad and my hopes of meeting my baby girl soon faded a bit. But I eventually brushed it off because I knew it wasn’t in anyone’s hands. I just called back at 6pm (6 hours later) hoping a few beds opened & NOPE! They said unfortunately they are still busy and have no beds available. I asked if they had a time frame of when they thought they might have an opening and nobody seemed to know anything. They just said they’d call with an update. So I’m just supposed to wait around and guess when I go in?! My baby girl is already pretty big and I cannot imagine going any longer without at least the process STARTING! Of course I’m worried. I am happy other women are having their babies and hope they have smooth and healthy deliveries - but this is heart wrenching 😫☹️ I hear that this is a pretty common issue. Why even “schedule” something if it’s not guaranteed? I’m so so frustrated and not to mention I’m 6 days overdue and emotional & fat...ugh. I just wanna meet my baby girl already! Sorry for the long post but I just needed to vent! I’m sure plenty of women go through this and I know it’ll happen sooner than later but I’m starting to feel like I’m being punked💔! This belly ain’t gettin’ any smaller!