this post is to promise myself that I will not test till I miss my period

maria

I had 2 miscariages .last one in Nov and I have been trying since then .every month I symptom check and persuade myself that I am pregnant. I then spend a lot of money on pregnancy tests which only bring me disappointments and depression with their constant bfn .This month ,with this post ,I promise myself not to test till I miss my period. who is with me ?