Emotional

sorry if this isn’t worded great, I’m in a bit of a rush but I just can’t even begin how to explain how I feel today. I just got a new job and my boyfriend and I are getting ready to go shopping for some work pants that will fit over my 6 month belly... while getting dressed he kept making comments like “oh your gonna wear those pants.. they’re practically see though when you bend over” even though he knows I have two pairs of jeans that fit me and ive been wearing them constantly... I’m just so sick of wearing the same 3 outfits when I have SOO many clothes that just don’t fit/look right at the moment... then he asks me why my pants are up so high and looking at my body like I disgust him or something... I just said thats how they feel comfortable because they really don’t fit like they should right now.. with my first pregnancy I was able to go and buy new clothes but I’m not now and I know he didn’t mean to be hurtful but I literally had to hide in the bathroom and make myself not cry after tearing up so many times... I just feel so horrible in my own body.. I don’t even wanna leave my house