actions speak louder than words

Actions speak louder than words. I've realized that, that is true. When I found out I was pregnant my best friend was beyond excited. Saying how she couldn't wait for my babe to be born. She would come over and just hang out or help around my house if I needed her too and even bring a meal over. She repeatedly told me she would be at the hospital waiting for his arrival when it was time.

Fast forward to the day of labor. I let her know I would be pushing at 5 (it was 4 when I texted her). She said oh I'm waiting on my boyfriend then it was oh I'm waiting on his mom. Never showed up then got worried when no one texted her an update. She didn't come to the hospital till the next day. She came to the house after he was about a month old. She has barely seen him and her reason is she doesn't want it to be too much for us. The first couple days when everyone was over was overwhelming but that was it. She now hardly messages me and if she does she stops messaging back. She hardly comes over. This really started bothering me to the point I wanted to get but told myself all I need is my son, his dad and family.

I posted a quote photo on Instagram and low and behold she messaged me and said is everything okay 😒 really?

if you have made it this far thank you for reading. I just needed to get this off my chest and this is a good place for it.