Just starting

Soo I just started and I don’t wanna talk to my parents about it.

I am a girl becoming a boy so I thought, I don’t have a dick yet so what’s the worst that can happen? My vagina will be gone soon anyway.

But what things can I stick up their?

I don’t have condoms,

Can i use:

A pen (smooth sided)

Toothbrush

Cleaner handle

Hairbrush handle

Also I’d like to know how to properly hump a pillow, as well as finding my g-spot

Thanks!