I need some support y'all!!

On January 31st my ex abused my oldest son (5yr old) bc he had an accident in his room the ex rubbed his face into the carpet like a dog and cut up his forehead.

As soon as he left for work I called my mom and started packing everything I could.

Now I'm facing a court date coming bc he wants parenting time with our son, my youngest I have two boys (14 month old).. he's in anger management and parenting classes and I know this is all coming from his mom helping him and her having him do all this bc she wants the baby..

I'm so stressed and frustrated and confused also. I'm just trying to protect my children and now he's guilt tripping me that I'm keeping him from his son... well yeah bc I don't trust him!!

Anywho I could really use some supporting words of encouragement please!!

Also this wasn't an isolated incident or i wouldn't have fled while he was gone.