Venting... Just want to heal!!!!
I’ve been very emotional this pregnancy bc at 5 months I found out the father of my child, the person I thought I was starting a family with had another gf. They had been together for 5 months and he works third shift so that’s where he meets his women I guess. He also got another woman pregnant and she’s due in October the thing is the woman he got pregnant isn’t his gf its another woman he was messing with from his job. Well since we split I’ve been so emotional bc I’ve been taking myself to appointments and been doing everything and my family helps. He still has his gf and it’s like he just left me and my child on our own, we don’t text or talk what so ever I hurt everyday and I just want to heal from it all. I want to forget we ever happened we were together 3 years I’m young I’m 22 years old 31 weeks pregnant with a healthy baby boy that I love oh so much already! I’ve been hurt, angry, and somewhat bitter to the point where I don’t even want him there when it’s time to deliver. His family doesn’t talk to me and I don’t talk to them since everything happened. They knew what was going on and what he was doing bt they continued to say nothing. He got Chlamydia and gave it to me and put our child in harms way I seen the papers it wasnt the first time he had it either. It was his second treatment for it bc he got a treatment from it from 2 different clinics I found the papers in his dash. I ’m so bitter that I don’t want none of them around. I’m definitely hurt bc at one point I called these people my family. Now I’m hurt bc you don’t do that to the people you love.
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