I just want.....

To be pregnant 😩 My SO and I have been trying for our 3rd but I don’t think it’s gonna happen this month. I have pregnancy like symptoms but those could also be related to AF since they are some what similar to each other. I have been nauseous in the morning and certain smells make me gag. I’ve also been really tired lately. But I don’t want to get my hopes up. AF is due to arrive in a few days but fingers crossed she takes a vacation. I’ve also had other early pregnancy like symptoms but I think maybe it’s all in my head because I want it so very badly 😔