Sex is just meh to me

Is this normal? I can’t feel much during sex in most positions. I don’t know why, I can’t get much pleasure unless they hit my cervix, that’s when I actually feel something. Otherwise, nothing. It just hurts like hell for the first few minutes, I’ve been told many times that I have a tiny vagina lol but after the pain goes away I can’t feel a thing. I’ve never had an orgasm either, I can’t orgasm at all. I tried sex toys, different positions and techniques and nothing. It actually hurts so bad to the point where I wanna stop and I’m afraid of having sex again. It’s not because I’m not aroused enough, I’m always VERY wet and even lube didn’t help with the pain. I don’t even know if it’s normal or not, I should probably ask my obgyn.

I’m literally giving up on the whole sex thing, I don’t know if there’s something wrong with me or what but I’m sure it’s not because the partners I’ve had didn’t do it right.