We’ve been on the rocks lately and haven’t seen each other in about a week. We went from practically living back together again to only seeing each other a few times a week. I haven’t seen him in what feels like so long... he showed up at my house today and let himself in, He started smothering me in kisses and hugs and I felt so ... at peace being in his arms. Then he wanted sex.. believe me I do too.. bad. But i felt like that’s all he came around for. There wasn’t any “how are yours” “how’s baby” nothing. Just hug, kiss, unzip pants. Plus.. the last time we had sex I spotted after and have been extremely nervous to do it again.

After I said “I’m sorry I can’t do it I’m overthinking too much”and started crying. He left. I said please don’t do this to me again... and there he went...

I have no friends or anyone to talk to about this. I’m just so sad, so alone.

Could crying this hard hurt the baby?

It was so nice to be back in his arms and then to watch him leave again I can’t stop crying....

will baby be okay?