Stressful situation- crazy mom

Katie

I’m in a bad situation I’m homeless so I’m living at mom and dads atm. My mom is a total b-tch. And that’s an understatement. She thinks she’s entitled to everything because she’s in a wheelchair. Sorry but no. She verbally abuses everyone and when I stand up for myself she threatens to put me out. I don’t take bull sh-t from no one. I’ve been verbally abused all my life. She stresses me out on purpose. I lost my daughter because of this b-tch. I refused to get an abortion at 16 and she made me go into preterm labor. The state won’t help me get a place to live even though I’m homeless and pregnant. I’ve been trying. I can’t stay here. I’m gonna end up losing my baby. We don’t have a woman’s shelter anywhere near us. The closest one is over an hour away. I have a job in my home town and no car. I don’t have anyone I can stay with or the money for a motel. How do I destress when she’s Being a total c-nt. How do I keep my cool Because she keeps going and going no matter what I say. And when I tell her to stop being a b-tech she calls my dad saying I keep calling her names. And I already call him. He knows how she is. He decided to be a truck driver to get away. He hates her. He doesn’t believe in divorce or he would have been gone years ago. I can honestly say I hate her. If she died I would shrug and say ok. It’s sad when you hate your own mother like I do. I shouldn’t have this much anger for her but I do. I need relaxation techniques, or how to tune her out. I can’t do this. I have no where else to go. I have no choice but to be here until I can get a dp for an apartment or a house. Prayers would be nice that I make it. That she stops being this way. That I get a place to live before something happens to me baby.