Feeling Frustrated...

Decided to update this post... After today I think im just gonna step away from the dating sites again... I had a guy, who I was in the process of making plans to hang out with tonight, ask me how much I weighed... I rolled my eyes and awhy. He just said "just wondering, not judging". So I told him the truth. I may not feel great about myself but I'm not going to lie to make myself look good. I'm about 190. Which is actually down from the 200-210 I've been fluctuating in for nearly a year... I was honest with him... And his response was, "lol huge boobs? Or just fat?" And with that I'm done for awhile... Gonna try not to let it get to me... And just take a break from it all.

I've been feeling pretty rough lately... Im 31, single, no kids... It really hasn't bothered me for awhile but the last month or so it's been weighing on me. I live in a pretty rural area. I don't really go to bars much... But unfortunately, bars are about the only place to meet people... New people anyways. I see the same people over and over again... So I try dating apps... I don't like paying for them. I've done different promotional free weeks before and I don't see the point... So I'm on POF, Tinder, and Bumble... I know, not exactly cream of the crop... But still... A way to meet people. All I get are guys who want pictures. Half the time their own profiles are fake... And I have it posted on my own profile that I am not going to send pictures... But they still bombard me with dick pics that I didn't ask for then get bent out of shape when I won't return the favor... I'm frustrated... Lonely... PMSing... Plus I had a guy at work ask why I didn't have kids and then made a comment that I was "running out of time". I don't believe that he meant anything by it. I'm not sure he even realized what he said... But still... Just another slap on the face when I already just want to crawl in a hole and give up altogether... Anyways, hope you ladies are having a good week. I guess I just needed to vent.