so today my husband asked me why cant you be happy...i started to cry. he just found out why i am depressed 2 weeks ago (maybe he didnt read what i wrote but just starred at it?) i can usually fake a response but lately it has been so hard to fake that. i can barely get my self up on my non-work days. things have been getting worse lately. i actually dressed myself in jeans and shirt inatead of my usual yoga pants and tshirt (even though i think i look fat in that type of clothing) but he didnt notice that. sometimes i feel like i dont have his support or help i need from him. and to top off all that im going through fertility issues and he doeant want to seek the help or answers thar i want to know...ugh.