Im 17 and just buried my first born. I have all of these emotions and thoughts i want to talk to someone but i dont know who. my hubbys been at training and is hella exhausted and i cant really connect with my old friends anymore. i went back to school for the first time in awhile to test out of some packets and saw my old friends but i didnt connect with them lile i use to. it just felt awkward i didnt know what to say or do and i tried but it just didn't work. i couldnt get interested in what they were talking about. my son was in the nicu and i met some of the best moms there and i really connected with some of them but as soon as they found out my age they backed off a bit and it started to feel weird and now i feel weird because i feel like im too old my peers but too young for adults and i dont know who to talk to. 😔 i feel so put of place. and im trying to connect to them but i just cant. im not who i used to he physically im still a child but mentally im a lot more grown up then those around me. ugh im just getting so frustrated