So over this 😧

10 to 12 more weeks to go till baby can safely be born or is to term. I'm counting down. I'm so over being pregnant. I love my kids but pregnancy sucks and I'm so glad this is the last one. The first couple of times doing this was fun but after that I just feel more worn out with each kid. 3rd trimester is the worst. The pressure, the non stop braxton hicks tight tummy, the cramps from just walking 20ft, it's all just getting rediculous. Can't stand up for more than 10min without feeling immense pain in my back and dizziness like I'm going to faint. Which also happens I faint if I'm standing or moving around too much. There's nothing the Dr's can really do either. I've already talked about it all and been through it all before this is just typical pregnancy for me. I'm just ready to have this kid. All I want is to hold him. I'm just scared of labor again. Even though I've been through it several times and it's all pretty easy for me. I just have so much anxiety about it. Especially the after care and pain of everything. I am definitely going to breastfeed but the thought of the pain with it all scares me. The cramps that come with it. It's like having the worst period cramps imaginable. I just really am not looking forward to it. I wish I could fast forward past all the pain of pregnancy and the healing after birth. I wish I could enjoy this more.