My husband

I’ve just told my husband I want a divorce.

6 years together with a child.

For the most part I can say 4 years of physical abuse and mental. For the last two years it’s been all mental except this one time he now has a court date for.

He’s a “recovering addict”. He used to be addicted to Herion. He hasn’t done it since we had our kid but he’s maintained it with a medicine he gets, but still occasionally smokes weed. Weed is great and helpful to many, I’m pro legalizing it! But my husband can’t function normal, he will sit on his ass watching ID channel, eat everything and do nothing!! Steadily lies, always turns it around on me. He FINALLY got a job at the Dollar Tree. ( He has a college degree for Instrumentation Electrical). 31 years old spoiled baby.

I’ve done EVERYTHING for him. EVERYTHING he has is because of me or his mother. I am just so fed up. I’m the one who made the poll about him taking my car.

Since he refused a job for so long, and I tried many jobs and interviews and just failed them.. I went and started being a “exotic dancer” nah. I’ll say it. I’m a stripper.

I used to hold myself to such high standards.. “I’m better than that”. I never finished school, my dad pulled me out and I met my husband at 16... thru the abuse I just never finished. I’ve lost myself fucking around trying to love this.... fool. I’ve fell out of “in love” feeling. When he starts a fight I feel no emotions, I’m just whatever about it. I’m used to it.

That’s my story without TOO many details.

Am I wrong?