Overanalyzing ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’

My boyfriend just texting me saying we need to talk, and so I said ok letโ€™s talk then. He didnโ€™t reply for like 20 mins, then said โ€œsorry I donโ€™t know why I said thatโ€. Today he also disappeared for like 2 hours and when I asked where he went he said โ€œgoing to the job interview like I told youโ€. He didnโ€™t tell me anything about a job interview lol. Is he talking to someone else or am I going crazy ๐Ÿ˜ญ he cheated before & im having a really hard time trusting him