Depression during pregnancy

So many good things are happening, I’m getting my own house, I’m 15 weeks pregnant, I have two awesome cats and an adorable new puppy. But I just don’t want to get out of bed. I dread working even though I like my job. I’m lonely, I keep leaving and going to my moms house for company. I get this thought in my head “I don’t want to be here” like... almost like I don’t want to be alive, but I do because of the baby. Idk it’s confusing. Idk what to do.