Miscarriage

Apologies if my post offends anyone but I need to get my feelings out. I really don’t want to go tomorrow 😭 I’ve got a scan booked to confirm my miscarriage and check there’s no retaining tissue, my miscarriage happened 10 days ago so I had to wait for a scan to confirm everything where I’m pretty sure I passed the sac with my baby in, I already know it’s going to be bad news but just hearing the doctors say those words out loud again terrifies me... also knowing I’m going to be sat in a waiting room with a load of pregnant women after a loss is one of the hardest things we will have to face again 😔 this was supposed to be our rainbow baby after we lost our son last year and it took a while to become pregnant again, hate how life has treated us so badly 💔 so scared I’ll never be able to bring a baby home from the hospital, it’s all I’ve dreamt about. I’ll always keep our angel babies close in my heart and hope one day I’ll get to see them again, this is too hard 💔