Someone please help me understand! It makes me emotional the thought of having kids and raising a family! I turned 19 on March 15, my bf is 20 on November 18. He and I will hopefully do Nikah, I will be converting to Islam soon 😍❤ the though of converting, getting married and having kids honestly makes me so happy! I feel like I have no one who I can speak about this with, no one who understands! I feel like it's one of my purposes in life, to raise children and have them be better people than I could ever be. I have such a strong motherly instinct, but why now? why so young? it's a blessing, but it's so hard sometimes, because it's something I can't fulfill yet. I am not ready to be a mum in some ways, but 100% reay in others! Does anyone feel the same? p.s sorry for the rant, I just don't know who to talk about this with 😭❤