Need Prayers

Up until now... I’ve had my worries. Today I go into the doctors for test results which could effect my fertility or general ability to get pregnant. I’m terrified.... best case is my doctor recommends getting pregnant ASAP, hello I’ve been trying! , and suggests me to a fertility doctor and/or OB who specializes in those having a hard time getting pregnant. I just pray everything is okay and need prayers.... my husband had been my rock so far but can’t go with today instead my not so supportive mother will be. Even just making it through with her there and not getting into another fight is needed.

I lost a baby 8 years ago due to domestic abuse... my biggest fear is now not being able to get pregnant again. I couldn’t handle that... and this all already brought up those emotions when I first lost her all over again. I need to stay level, stay strong.