I’m so scared

Savannah

Ok here is my problem I have bad anxiety about going to the doctor I just found out I’m pregnant and I’m thinking about getting an elective c section (a patients choice of c section) (not a emergency c section) done but I have read there is a higher chance of infant mortality I don’t want my baby to die but I don’t want be be awake either I’m really freaking out about this has anyone on here done it before? How was it? Did you or the baby have any complications?