Just a rant

I think I lost my best guy friend and I'm so depressed over this. I need him back...

UPDATE GUYS: Update yall! 6 months later... lol. Things are still rocky between my best friend and I but I'm starting to look from his perspective and realize that he thinks I hate him... all this time I was worried it was the other way around 😭😭😭😭 but regardless, he came back around and I love him and we're gonna make it through, well be okay!!! 💪 I started piecing it together and realized he probably thinks I only want his brother around... which isnt true at all 😭😭😭 I love them both! Time to fix up our friendship...