depressed .

the days keep getting closer and closer to when my baby was supposed too be due. I get more and more depressed everyday.. I just don't understand and I know you aren't supposed to question it , but it's hard not too. I see people everyday that's not fit too have a baby but they have one. I wonder why? I just want too know why? all I want too do is cry. like I should be pregnant now getting ready too have My baby but I'm not ...😕