so discouraged

it's so easy to look at everyone's bfn posts and tell them to not give up and our time will come...

But it's so hard for myself to take my own advice.

I'm 26 and have 1 son. my husband and I have been trying since January 2017. it hasn't been long like others and I know I shouldn't be complaining. but waiting and wanting something so bad that won't come just feels like forever.

We found out we were having a baby in October but shortly after lost it... and we've been trying again since with no luck on our side.

I'm just discouraged and down with another unsuccessful cycle.

thanks for reading my vent..