Okay so I’m not very popular. Somehow I got into the A team for netball, and it’s literally full of popular kids

I keep thinking that maybe I like this popular girl in the team, but I keep telling myself no, because that’s not fair to her if she’s straight which is 99% likely

I don’t want to say anything to her bc I’m not comfortable with that and nobody knows I’m bi, but idk how to deal with these feelings

Help??? 😓