So my friend with benefits and i have amazing sex like he the only guy who made me cum and organism every time we have sex. He will eat me out without asking (for a long time) and cuddle and spend the night. He will bring me food and drinks and watch movies and even play board games when i can’t have sex Bc of period (shower sex sucks Bc he like 6’2 or 6’e and I’m 5 feet) but i recently found out he had a baby mama and I’m not mad Bc i was more into the sex and the chemistry (sorry if that harsh but i wouldn’t introduce him to my parents so need for him to be my Bf) but he and i ended things and I’m just upset/sad about not having the amazing sex anymore. We had sex once a week since January. And i just need help getting over the fact i won’t be having that best sex anymore. This post sounds so childish i know.... I’m embarrassed but I’m just sad i can’t get that sex which fulfill the needs and wants that i desire 🙃 any tips? If I’m totally being honest if he ask for sex right now i would give it to him and that’s the sad part Bc he has his own personal shit with a baby mama who didn’t tell and i feel bad but again how was i suppose to know