I had a still birth in October at 31 weeks with my son. months later I am working on getting back on my feet. My car was down and needed to go through emissions and even though it took a while because we were honest about it having issues someone bought it and my fiancé and I went and financed an 07 so one of us had a reliable car. While at the dealership, we decided to get our insurance through the company there. After talking to the lady gettin our insurance set up I had told her I was unemployed and it was hard for her to believe (not sure why) but she asked what I used to do and why I quit and I told her the truth about cramping and quitting work because no maternity leave and two weeks later having a full placental abruption. I tried to lighten the note by saying but at least I can get a new job now, because where I live nothing is close by, so she told me she needed an agent for a nearby office and I explained I wasn’t qualified but I’d be alright with any job, So I go in for an interview and she explains I’ll be doing clerical work while training for my liscence

And she got to know me a bit more before the aptitude test, she informed me she had to still birth her twins but they wouldn’t let her see them. Later she told me I should receive a call about my start date as soon as she is off vacation the first week of April. I just took a first response pregnancy test because I took one and got a light line and thought it was maybe an indent but it’s really there. I need to work because I CANNOT live with my parents and my fiancé doesntmake enough to support all the bills and I will be high risk. How do I tell my new bosses?! I haven’t even started yet. I feel like I’ll just be a heathen to them but I’m willingto learn and Work my hardest! Any advice?

Ps- I’m a relatively shy person when it comes to conflict due to anxiety and PTSD