Being married but yet still lonely...

Sonia • Contractor wife currently on deployment number 5. TTC with Infertility. Next step, IVF.

My husband is currently on deployment number 6 and his work schedule and the time difference are this time not quite on our side... if I get to talk to him for 10 minutes a day, I get very lucky. This deployment has been the hardest. Not only my anxiety and depression got over the roof, no I feel even more lonely because it feels like my husband and me are drifting apart. I honestly feel more single like than married. And no, I would never cheat, not talk to someone else. I just feel very alone.