I’m on my own. I’m 18 living with no ones support but my own. I work to pay the bills, rent, and tuition. This is my freshman year of college at a community college...I live with my boyfriend and his mom pays ALL of his bills. Long story short he dumped me on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>. I kissed someone .we got back together. He found out. Now I’m a “cheater” his family, friends, my (old) friends all turned around and left. I’m not good at making friends...anywhere. He and I ended up getting back together. After everything. Our sex life sucks. I don’t even know how I could make it better. I’m in a place where I don’t feel good or confident about anything. I just got promoted as a manager, I’m young. I should have so much to be happy about...my birthday is right around the corner and I know that I want extra attention from friends and family...but I know I don’t have any friends...family...and my boyfriend ...I don’t know about him. I’m optimistic but I just wanna feel good about something. But I can’t beg him for the attention like I usually do, it just makes me feel worse for asking him to go out of his way to make me feel good