I’ve never been so disappointed...

My mother sent me this today... I blocked her after I said my piece because I have no need in talking to her. I used to live with her when I was young. She had full custody of me when my parents divorced. My freshman year of high school, I ran away because she was selling drugs out of my house due to my step dad at the time & it was unsafe for me to live in my child hood Home. I moved in with my dad & he is the best dad EVER. She got laid off because of my step dad. She lost my childhood home & left all my pictures of me & my brother when we were young. Left all my old toys my dad wanted to keep. I asked her after I left for college if she would give me my savings money so I could pay off some of my student loans early. She used my savings money on drugs. Many many other things have happened between then & now. The most recent would be is she kicked my brother out because of her new boyfriend. This is like her 30th “soul mate” she has chosen men over us multiple times. I don’t have a mother to talk to about this, & my dad won’t talk to me about it because it makes him cry. I just want some advice please... I’m heartbroken because my mother told me I’m going to hell. It hurts because that’s my biological mother... I don’t know man. I’m so disappointed. I knew she was off, but i never knew she’d do something like this.