On Easter last year I found out I was pregnant. My period was supposed to come a week before Easter and it never did. I was ecstatic! I sadly lost her the 30th of April. Well this month m period was supposed to come a week before Easter again. Never did.. I was too afraid to test but I had such a sure feeling this was it. I lasted a whole 17 days without AF showing up... decided last night that this morning I would go buts some tests... and of course I wake up to a huge puddle of blood. I am so heartbroken and lost right now. I feel like it’ll never happen for me and I’ll never have the baby I desire so deeply. I don’t know what to do anymore