Hello Ladies!

My name is Caroline. I’m 37. We have been ttc for 5 years. We had an early miscarriage 4 years ago. Then nothing. We did 16 cycles of IUI (not in a row) then 1 cycle of IVF. Still nothing. we gave up and started the process to adopt through the foster care system. The day our home was open to adopt we found out we were pregnant. It was a crazy pregnancy with a SCH from 6-12 weeks. Then pprom at 14+2. I was on bedrest for 4 weeks and our sweet little baby fought so hard. But at 18 +5 we lost our battle and Rowan went to live with Jesus. It’s been 2 months and we’ve been given the ok to try again. I’m terrified. But I can’t seem to really give up. We want a bio kid so badly. Anyway, that’s my story