Okay so I just made a post about my 4 year relationship well I’m tell y’all more details so you can understand better so like I said I been with this guy for almost 4 years

We was 16 when we got together we both just turned 20 He’s the only guy I have ever been with he’s the only guy Iv ever “dated”

I meet him on Instagram thru my best friend at the time we talked and after 2 days of talking I was crazy about him

When we first got together everything was so good we broke up after a week or so of dating I was going thru a bunch of family stuff

I never got to see him he didn’t have a way of going we only lived like 30 mins from each other well we always fought and so on and so forth we tried to make it work with out seeing each other (we talked 1 1/2 before EVER seeing each other face to face ) I’m a super scared person and I hate being around people When I first started dating him ( I was anorexic &my; granny had past away ) Even tho I never got to see him the first time I got to it’s like Iv been around him all my life Well after seeing each other for the first time we was together for a week and then broke up he blocks me on everything ( when we get on bad terms he blocks me ) I was again heart broken he got with a girl that was in 9th grade at the time and he was about to graduate well he was still talking to me and I found out about her and then I messaged her she tells me she’s been on and off with him for 4 years AGAIN she was in 9th grade and he was about to graduate well me and her got in to it They was dating up till his graduation and they broke up a week later he wanted me back I took him back just to prove a point that he was mine June 1st 2016 I lost my virginity We dated for a good solid month and on July 4th 2016 out of no where he deleted all our pictures on Instagram and some girl has commented on his picture saying text me I wake up the next morning and see it and I’m furious we broke up and fought a lot after that we didn’t talk again till August and we had sex and broke up yet again like 3 days later and didn’t date for a good while he got with another girl they dated a little while broke up and he came back to me AS ALWAYS we was good yet again and it just repeats it’s self well getting to the more recent was dating him in May 2017 when I graduated well after graduation we broke up and he got with a older girl

I didn’t know he was dating her and he came over in June and we had sex

Then didn’t talk for a month

July came and ( while he had a girlfriend I didn’t know about was dating and we went to a party with a bunch of people I went to school with he was all over me in front of any guy that tried to talk to me and was telling everyone we was together ( and we wasn’t ) well we got in a big fight and didn’t. Talk for months I was blocked on everything okay well he randomly added me back on snap and then a week LATER HE GETS ENGAGED the end of September by November they was broken up

And we was back talking come January out of no where my ex best friend and him started talking she gets on his Snapchat and starts going at it with me they dated a month and he came back to me and it lasted 3 days and he was back talking to her and then they broke it off again well Sunday April 1 was a week ago and we had sex I asked him what it meant when we was together and he said whatever I wanted he didn’t talk to me after that

2 days later he was with another girl and still have yet to talk to him he’s blocked my number and out of no where he blocked me on Instagram but I still have him on Snapchat I know IM STUPID for staying with him this long but Iv provn my love for this boy I really just need help !!