I know this is mean. And unfair. And me just portraying my infertility into others. But lately I am tired of reading stressed out people who have only been trying for a couple months. Try the 2 years or in my case 3 years. 36 months and then some! Not a single pregnancy.

I know I am mad because I am hurt and jealous. Even my fertility treatments aren’t working. My husband has already given up and I am trying just one more time. I always say that... just one more time. This is my month...

Tomorrow I go in to get my follicle checked. I guess we will see if I can trigger or not.

I don’t know how much longer I can stay positive and optimistic.

For those wondering I am on Letrozole then Ovadril (spelling?) then progesterone.