I was just diagnosed with a very rare form of breast cancer. Even rarer for my age. Mucinous Carcinoma. I have one child that long story short my family lied to take him from me and kept going and going to keep him away from me. I’ve been diagnosed with PTSD from what they put me through (proven all this genuinely happened) and have undergone intense therapy since all this. And I’m just going to say right now I have literal proof that social services messed with my documents and they had no legal right to even step into my home to take my son in the first place. I have no money to fight any of this since my PTSD keeps me from working now. Back on track I’ve been deathly AFRAID to get pregnant and go through the same thing again and have been on constant birth control for YEARS! I finally found the man of my dreams and we started TTC. I got my birth control removed and very soon after I found the lump and just got diagnosed last week. All that was in the last few months (January), the TTC and the cancer. Downhill spiral...

We went over options and all of them end with me never having children. None.

I’m devastated right now.

I got one chance to be a mom and someone else had to screw up that chance or any chance at all I ever had at ever being a mom.

I just don’t know what to do or how to even process any of this.