Feeling extra defeated

Heather

I’m so beyond ready for those 2 pink lines. It’s been a year this month and I can’t bear another cycle. I wanna throw in the towel and never have to pee on another stick in my life.

I had a crazy vivid dream of getting 5-6 positives in a row because i didn’t believe it. I’m 11dpo so I said what the heck and took one. Super bfn.

I’ like.....okayyyy that’s like over 100 negatives for me now. Over 100 hopeful moments to finally get those 2 pink lines.

I’ve just had a polypectomy and hysteroscopy and I even ovulated on track so Im begging my body like ....

Af is due this Saturday. Please send me baby dust and wishful thinking. If i start my period, I will def be crying and mopey and not a happy camper for my family this weekend.