I’m in recovery for an eating disorder and the weight gain process has really taken a toll on me. I feel really sad and pointless. All I want is kindness and that’s all I give to people but I feel like everyone hates me. I don’t know if that’s my self esteem talking or true. I’ve really hit a standstill in my recovery because of my dissatisfaction with myself and school is hard because I don’t want people to look at me.