Before I start, please don’t be mean or make rude comments, I’m just looking for some help and support on this

I’m 24 weeks pregnant with my first baby, ever since I found out I was pregnant I have had this worry about Breast feeding. I know 100% it’s the best thing for our baby and I know that, it’s just in my head I just don’t think I can or if I feel comfortable with it. Does that sound weird, or is that a normal feeling?

I don’t know how I will feel when he is born, maybe I will feel different, but right now I’m really not sure I want to breast feed. I just wondered if anyone else had these feelings about not feeling comfortable with it, if this feeling went away when baby came or if you couldn’t do it?

I’m scared to mention it to my midwife because I know they will judge me and try to pressure me to do it, I just want some advise and support from you guys.

Thanks x