I know you don’t make mistakes but I just wonder why I was born I’m not feeling suicidal or anything just very very hurt I feel like nobody will ever love no matter what I do my I feel like my parents don’t love me and just passed me off to my aunt to raise and she treated me like it was my fault I thought I finally found my knight and shining armor who could finally save me and take me away from all of this..it was only temporary he broke me down just like my parents I just don’t get anything why are there fairytales? Just to crush dreams or provide hope? Or both? I’m hurting so bad I just wish you could just come sit me down and explain it all I know it’ll all make sense I just wish it didn’t hurt or I didn’t feel so alone I can explain how I feel a million times I just feel like I’m wasting my time..I feel invisible to everybody I feel like I’m just here...guess this is apart of adult hood huh? 22 and just a story of pain I hope it gets better soon I’m not arguing with you Lord just asking a few questions please help me find peace and a piece of mind

-a lonely angel looking for love