TCC tears...

I was TCC with my ex for 11 months before we broke up. I got in a new relationship, and he wants to try. We did, and aunt flow showed up three days early even when I had all the signs.

The tears, as I told my man.... he was upset. But I explained to him I’ve officially TTC for a year and officially need to go to the doctor at this point and talk about my worst fear ever. Infertility. My brother is on meth and is squirting babies everyweAr, all the women in my family are extremely fertile, and are living on welfare. Me and my bf can definitely afford babies, we are in great places in our lives... I’ve lived my entire life to help with my future children. They are all I think abou. And the thought of infertility isn’t just a thought anymore.... it’s starring me in the face. The pain.... and I’m afraid of going to the doctor and getting my fears to come to life.... TTC is the most painful thing I’ve ever experienced.