hello

i have posted here about my " relationship" for a year...if you were looking for an update here it us.

some notes to catch you up to speed

Aug 2016 met Chris

October 2016 chris cheated ( didnt find out until Aug 2017)

January 2017- chris cheated ( didn't find out until Aug 2017)

February 2017- chris asked me to be his girl friend.

March 2017- chris cheated ( didn't tell me till aug 2017)

Aug 2017_ found out chris cheated 3x . chris said loves me and is sorry.

went to couple therapy for me to rebuild trust.

Octobet 2017- chris purchased engagement ring

Decemver 20 2017- chris proposed

Dec thru March still in counseling

March 3- chris called off engagement

still in counseling to try to get his " feelings back

April 1- Chris ended the relationship

yet aggreed to take 2 weeks of space. no seeing me or anyone else and returning to therapy to share results.

I left it that he xan call or text me but i would respect his choice as hard as that is.

he said he doesnt see a future with me. doesnt see the point of still seeing me. doesnt want a relationship with me. was depressed being with me. would rather never see me again then date me yet in the same breath wiuld love to go out have fun but no strings attached.swears therr is noone else and has no desire to go back onlinr.

April 1 he changed his facebook pic, password and gmail password.

what does everyone tgink? im still madly in love with him and hurt.

what do you think?