long story short, I used to date my current fuck buddy this time last year for about 2 months. we stopped seeing each other after 3 months but we were still very close. we decided to officially end our "friendship" 3 months after we initially broke up because we just werent feeling it . Now a year later I started dating another guy that went on for 4 months and i broke up with him due to distance. a couple days before me and the second guy broke up. me and my first ex got into contact again where I told him to fuck off 😂 a week later I offered to be fuck buddies since a girl needed some action!! so me and my first ex have been fucking for over a month and I've caught feelings for him again. I hold him dearly in my heart but I think too dearly. we talk every single day every minute of the day and it's getting a bit overwhelming. we act like a couple , like love birds, going on dates. going out for lunch and dinner, movies yet whereas would like to start ovee again and become a couple, he says he's rather stay as it. We are only having sex with each other so there no other peoples involved. I Dont know if i can continue being buddies anymore, I want a real relationship, and if he doesn't then I don't think we should see each other anymore. any suggestions???