So, almost all of my friends that are guys are gay. Actually I take that back almost all my friends are gay or bi and there is nothing wrong with that but I just feel like the way we hang out is different than everyone else in our school. We are freshman and are a fairly close friend group like think family then think closer than that and sometimes I feel awkward or weird talking to them even though they are literally my best friends. I just feel extremely left out. I also am the most dependent yet the most out there in the group. Meaning I rely on them a lot but also have great friends outside of our group, and sometimes I feel as if because I am hanging out with them I am being pegged as gay or something which again isn’t bad but I’m not gay. I don’t know what to do though. I want to have a normal high school experience but feel like I’m being held back and maybe it’s my anxiety but I don’t know what to do.