Stepping up!

I usually never write about my husband because I feel he is really lacking in the hubby department. He is more of another child in the house. He walks past the trash, never throws his trash away, he leaves it in the room/sofa...Anyways, This weekend I started feeling a lot of pressure in my pelvis and walking was a nightmare. Baby has been engaged for almost 3 weeks now but haven’t been checked for dilatation. Appointment is on Wednesday. I started getting worried, I might cause labor and not know so until my appointment I’m trying to stay off my feet as much as possible. BUT

The house has been a total mess and I normally clean everything on Mondays and Fridays. I skipped Friday and there were like 6 bags of trash piled up. I figured I would take them out today. This morning my husband threw everything away and cleaned te kitchen floor before leaving to work.

If I ever want him to do something I have to repeat it a thousand times almost to the point where he moves but just because he is mad. I was very surprised.

He just texted asking how things were which is normal. I told him I cleaned the family room and our room but felt really bad. Today has been a series of trips to the bathroom (🤮) and feeling like the world is spinning on repeat.

He replied that I shouldn’t be doing that unless I want to have the baby this month. I said I was bored and couldn’t handle looking at the mess any longer.

He said, wait for me to get home. I will do everything that you want. ( He always sounds nice but then forgets to do it) Then he added “and so you don’t get bored, just tell me what to do”

I didn’t know if I should cry because he was trying to help and worried or if I am so mean all the time that he actually thinks that asking him for help is a hobby. Crying anyways

Freaking hormones don’t really help! I know you guys are also on an emotional roller coaster but for me it kinda feels like he actually wants to help. I am so worried that when baby comes he will be just calling me to do everything. I hope he steps up and doesn’t need me to tell him 1000 times. Also praying his computer burns because he spends all his time off work playing video games and i feel like a freaking wall segment. We talked about it multiple times and he always says he will minimize playing but at this point I am sure he is addicted and doesn’t know how to stop.

Thanks for letting me vent!