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Have you ever been sexually assaulted or harassed? When i was 16 years old i was very drunk & got taken advantage of. I told him no but i eventually stopped saying anything & just laid there still. I still haven’t told anyone other than 2 people. I wouldn’t say rape because i feel i could have tried harder to get him off but also i feel bad, maybe i made him feel like it was okay. I remember the next morning i told my bestfriend & she questioned it & i didn’t tell anyone for almost 2 years until i told my boyfriend. It really bothers me thinking about it & it hurts me. That was the last time i ever went to a party or got drunk like that. but i just want to know if you guys have ever experienced something like that & did you down play it?