I weigh 240lbs

sasha

I used to weigh 140-160 is what i last weighed myself at. 3 years ago ive gained 100lbs this is what i look like. Im fucking disgusting. But i had such an intense eating disorder I’m scared to diet. Even though i hate myself for how i look and clearly with reason . I want to scream. I hate me. This is why no one loves me (love yourself bla bla i did till i bought a scale this week and found out the truth)