How would you react to these texts?

It’s been a month since he moved 600 miles away for work. He’ll be gone until August. I was having an extremely rough, emotional, and depressed day yesterday and I told my boyfriend about it and I was looking at plane tickets just to feel a little better, like “hey, there’s at least an opportunity to see my love” and he just kinda blatantly rejected me. How would you feel if you got these texts? Am I over reacting?